从今天开始我要习惯全英的写作。

Here comes another Qixi. I remember my last Qixi was with Dai jin, my ex-ex-girl friend. We had an incredible night, with all the stars blinking at the sky, and the wind from the River Yangze. The smell of the soil, the lights, far ahead on the other bank of the river, they are all too awesome to forget. I really appreciate that night, and I shall never forget.

We broke up because of our different personalities, and I used to think you .. just cannot get my thoughts. I met another girl, my ex-girl friend, and we, indeed, shared our likely minds. Well, I don't know why I was thrown away again. "I dont love you anymore." She killed me. It was paintful, quite paintful. But what more shall I say to her? .. Thanks for the days you accompanined me. SO .. Now, I am alone, sitting in front of my laptop, typing in those lonely words, and thinking of all the girls I have ever met.

Thanks all the girls I met. You are all beautiful.

I dont know why, after being along I seemed lost something. I cannot receive her "Good Nights" which made me hard to fall asleep. I am now used to work or play until midnight, or even after the midnight. I cannot get the signal to go to sleep. I lost my Good Nights; I cannot receive her smiles which made me never smile. I went to school and back home, to school and back home, with no concious. "Do you like my stupid hair?" I asked the reflection in the mirror. "Wow, wow, wow, is that you Joe? You are something in that shirt." I lost my shadow, I get lost.

I messaged to other girls. I chased the unfamiliar girl after evening school. I went out with 3 girls a time. I date them, again and again. I dont know what the fuckin life I have now. They are all beautiful, attractive, and also knowledegeable. They helped me get out of the pitfall, the place I thought I could never evade.

But, I am alone. Today I am alone, and tomorrow I will also be alone. Not because I still cannot forget her, but because, indeed, I have never take this question seriously- "dating huh? what for?" am I looking for another half of my life? No, too young to make the decision. Then, why? And how could we decide so much things? One house to live, One land to stand, One Landscape to look at, and One woman to marry. Not me, not just 1900, but .. for anybody, the same question could never be ignored.

Thanks again to all the girls I met. Unconciously, I hurt lots and lots of you just after my break-up. When I am alone, I begin to hurt. Will you still lookin into my eyes, and, sitting with me on the bank of the river? Will you go to the zoo with me again, smile at me?

Truely, I am sorry. But, I want you. I am evil, but I can hardly stop. Come with me, if you are the one, I promise, I will take you away, kiss you, marry you, and live without a shame. If you dare to be with me, never ever say goodbye. Never, Ever, say goodbye.

我开始熟练应用排比句了吧..平行结构不断重复。有一点点强调句型。倒装还不会 - - 加强练习中.. 不过上文真的是我想说的。我很坏很自恋。这就是我  -- 呵呵。

6天时间终于在Bt上淘到了The legend of 1900。好吧...我落伍了这么经典我才看。作者想说的其实很简单，就是苦修，禁欲。We play the infinite piano. but 1900 cannot make it, thus he lived in the legend. 1900其实就是一和尚吗  - -。 第一次Max劝他下船1900说的话我就笑了.. 呵呵，陆地上有太多的欲望，而弗吉尼亚号，虽然每次携带2000人也有欲望，但是他能适应，因为ship does not have infinite keys to play, he can manage it.不过呢，1900不是一般的monk，monk都是半路出家的，很少是像他那样生来就在他的temple里。1900是一个害怕有野心的人。所以1900是幸福的，他把船当成了归宿，他走到了他路的尽头。

而我们呢，我们在一个超级大船上，我们不可能征服每一个琴键。人都是，生来身上都是刺，1900不需要被磨圆滑，他活的是个小世界，而我们，有人说我们迟早要被磨的圆滑。可是我喜欢我现在的我，我宁愿先撞的头破血流也不想立刻屈服。我要尝试弹所有的键。连一个音都没碰，就听别人的话放弃自己这条的路。也许你是很早的开始会“做人”，你能因此尽早的谋到一个高人一等的位置。但是你放弃了很多，你放弃了你的个性，你的自我。有人说放弃那些事为了成就自己的目标，说那样叫牺牲小我成就大我。哦，是吗？你成就了，你取得的是你你踏上这条路前的“你”的梦想。但是成就的时候，你已经不是“你”了，你变了，取得成就的是你，而不是真正的“你”，这样子还有意义么？当然有一个词叫作“老成”，我说那个词的意思是“世故”。

好了，下面是一点电影里的经典台词[http://www.douban.com/subject/discussion/1126072/]。

All that city. You just couldn't see the end to it. The end? Please? You please just show me where it ends? It was all very fine on that gangway. And I was grand too, in my overcoat. I cut quite a figure. And I was getting off. Guaranteed. There was no problem. It wasn't what I saw that stopped me, Max. It was what I didn't see. You understand that? What I didn't see. In all that sprawling city there was everything except an end. There was no end. What I did not see was where the whole thing came to an end. The end of the world...
　　Take a piano. The keys begin, the keys end. You know there are eightyeight of them, nobody can tell you any different. They are not infinite. You are infinite. And on these keys the music that you can make is infinite. I like that. That I can live by.
　　You get me up on that gangway and you're rolling out in front of me a keyboard of millions of keys, millions and billions of keys that never end, and that's the truth, Max. That they never end. That keyboard is infinite. And if that keyboard is infinite, then on that keyboard there is no music you can play. You're sitting on the wrong bench. That's God's piano.
　　Christ! Did, did you see the streets? Just the streets… There were thousands of them! And how do you do it down there? How do you choose just one? One woman, one house, one piece of land to call your own, one landscape to look at, one way to die...
　　All that world is weighing down on me, you don't even know where it comes to an end, and aren't you ever just scared of breaking apart at the thought of it? The enormity of living it?
　　I was born on this ship, and the world passed me by, but two thousand people at a time. And there were wishes here, but never more than fit between prow and stern. You played out your happiness, but on a piano that was not infinite. I learned to live that way.
　　Land? Land is a ship too big for me. It's a woman too beautiful; it's a voyage too long, a perfume too strong. It's a music I don't know how to make. I could never get off this ship. At best, I can step off my life. After all, I don't exist for anyone. You're an exception, Max, you're the only one who knows I'm here. You're a minority, and you better get used to it. Forgive me, my friend, but I'm not getting off.

“I think we’re having fun. I think our customers really like our products. And we’re always trying to do better.”

- Steve Jobs

His accomplishments and character helped define a generation and change the world. He is co-founder of the fairytale company we now know as Apple Computers. And he is the visionary of the personal computers world that led the entire computer hardware and software industry to restructure itself.

This man with boundless energy and charisma is also a master of hype, hyperbole and the catchy phrase. And even when he’s trying to talk normally, brilliant verbiage comes tumbling out.

Here’s a selection of some of the most insanely great things he said, golden lessons to help you succeed in life, Jobs-style:

1. Steve Jobs said: “Innovation distinguishes between a leader and a follower.”

Innovation has no limits. The only limit is your imagination. It’s time for you to begin thinking out of the box. If you are involved in a growing industry, think of ways to become more efficient; more customer friendly; and easier to do business with. If you are involved in a shrinking industry – get out of it quick and change before you become obsolete; out of work; or out of business. And remember that procrastination is not an option here. Start innovating now!

2. Steve Jobs said: “Be a yardstick of quality. Some people aren’t used to an environment where excellence is expected.”

There is no shortcut to excellence. You will have to make the commitment to make excellence your priority. Use your talents, abilities, and skills in the best way possible and get ahead of others by giving that little extra. Live by a higher standard and pay attention to the details that really do make the difference. Excellence is not difficult - simply decide right now to give it your best shot - and you will be amazed with what life gives you back.

3. Steve Jobs said: “The only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it.”

I’ve got it down to four words: “Do what you love.” Seek out an occupation that gives you a sense of meaning, direction and satisfaction in life. Having a sense of purpose and striving towards goals gives life meaning, direction and satisfaction. It not only contributes to health and longevity, but also makes you feel better in difficult times. Do you jump out of bed on Monday mornings and look forward to the work week? If the answer is ‘no’ keep looking, you’ll know when you find it.

4. Steve Jobs said: “You know, we don’t grow most of the food we eat. We wear clothes other people make. We speak a language that other people developed. We use a mathematics that other people evolved… I mean, we’re constantly taking things. It’s a wonderful, ecstatic feeling to create something that puts it back in the pool of human experience and knowledge.”

Live in a way that is ethically responsible. Try to make a difference in this world and contribute to the higher good. You’ll find it gives more meaning to your life and it’s a great antidote to boredom. There is always so much to be done. And talk to others about what you are doing. Don’t preach or be self-righteous, or fanatical about it, that just puts people off, but at the same time, don’t be shy about setting an example, and use opportunities that arise to let others know what you are doing.

5. Steve Jobs said: “There’s a phrase in Buddhism, ‘Beginner’s mind.’ It’s wonderful to have a beginner’s mind.”

It is the kind of mind that can see things as they are, which step by step and in a flash can realize the original nature of everything. Beginner’s mind is Zen practice in action. It is the mind that is innocent of preconceptions and expectations, judgements and prejudices. Think of beginner’s mind as the mind that faces life like a small child, full of curiosity and wonder and amazement.

6. Steve Jobs said: “We think basically you watch television to turn your brain off, and you work on your computer when you want to turn your brain on.”

Reams of academic studies over the decades have amply confirmed television’s pernicious mental and moral influences. And most TV watchers know that their habit is mind-numbing and wasteful, but still spend most of their time in front of that box. So turn your TV off and save some brain cells. But be cautious, you can turn your brain off by using a computer also. Try and have an intelligent conversation with someone who plays first person shooters for 8 hours a day. Or auto race games, or role-playing games.

7. Steve Jobs said: “I’m the only person I know that’s lost a quarter of a billion dollars in one year…. It’s very character-building.”

Don’t equate making mistakes with being a mistake. There is no such thing as a successful person who has not failed or made mistakes, there are successful people who made mistakes and changed their lives or performance in response to them, and so got it right the next time. They viewed mistakes as warnings rather than signs of hopeless inadequacy. Never making a mistake means never living life to the full.

8. Steve Jobs said: “I would trade all of my technology for an afternoon with Socrates.”

Over the last decade, numerous books featuring lessons from historical figures have appeared on the shelves of bookstores around the world. And Socrates stands with Leonardo da Vinci, Nicholas Copernicus, Charles Darwin and Albert Einstein as a beacon of inspiration for independent thinkers. But he came first. Cicero said of Socrates that, “He called philosophy down from the skies and into the lives of men.” So use Socrates’ principles in your life, your work, your learning, and your relationships. It’s not about Socrates, it’s really about you, and how you can bring more truth, beauty and goodness into your life everyday.

9. Steve Jobs said: “We’re here to put a dent in the universe. Otherwise why else even be here?”

Did you know that you have big things to accomplish in life? And did you know that those big things are getting rather dusty while you pour yourself another cup of coffee, and decide to mull things over rather than do them? We were all born with a gift to give in life, one which informs all of our desires, interests, passions and curiosities. This gift is, in fact, our purpose. And you don’t need permission to decide your own purpose. No boss, teacher, parent, priest or other authority can decide this for you. Just find that unique purpose.

10. Steve Jobs said: “Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”

Are you tired of living someone else’s dream? No doubt, its your life and you have every right to spend it in your own individual way without any hurdles or barriers from others. Give yourself a chance to nurture your creative qualities in a fear-free and pressure-free climate. Live a life that YOU choose and be your own boss.

Each lesson might be difficult to integrate into your life at first, but if you ease your way into each lesson, one at a time, you’ll notice an immediate improvement in your overall performance. So go ahead, give them a try.

http://ririanproject.com/2007/04/20/10-golden-lessons-from-steve-jobs/

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Steve Jobs的十句金玉良言

"I think we're having fun. I think our customers really like our products. And we're always trying to do better." - Steve Jobs.

他的成就和人格魅力影响了一代人和整个世界，他就是拥有梦幻般传奇经历的苹果电脑公司的创始人斯蒂夫乔布斯。这个个人电脑领域的梦想家引领并改变了整个计算机硬件和软件产业。

这个精力充沛魅力无限的家伙同时也是一个很会鼓动人心的激励大师，甚至在他的平常对话中，经典的语句也常常脱口而出。

这里摘取了一些他的经典语录，希望这些乔氏语录对你有所帮助：

• “领袖和跟风者的区别就在于创新。”

创新无极限！只要敢想，没有什么不可能，立即跳出思维的框框吧。如果你正处于一个上升的朝阳行业，那么尝试去寻找更有效的解决方案：更招消费者喜爱、更简洁的商业模式。如果你处于一个日渐萎缩的行业，那么赶紧在自己变得跟不上时代之前抽身而出，去换个工作或者转换行业。不要拖延，立刻开始创新！

• “成为卓越的代名词，很多人并不能适合需要杰出素质的环境。”

成功没有捷径。你必须把卓越转变成你身上的一个特质。最大限度的发挥你的天赋、才能、技巧，把其他所有人甩在你后面。高标准严格自己，把注意力集中在那些将会改变一切的细节上。变得卓越并不艰难 - 从现在开始尽自己最大能力去做 - 你会发现生活将给你惊人的回报。

• “成就一番伟业的唯一途径就是热爱自己的事业。如果你还没能找到让自己热爱的事业，继续寻找，不要放弃。跟随自己的心，总有一天你会找到的。”

我把这段话浓缩为：“做我所爱”。去寻找一个能给你的生命带来意义、价值和让你感觉充实的事业。拥有使命感和目标感才能给生命带来意义、价值和充实。这不仅对你的健康和寿命有益处，而且即使在你处于困境的时候你也会感觉良好。在每周一的早上，你能不能利索的爬起来并且对工作日充满期待？如果不能，那么你得重新去寻找。你会感觉得到你是不是真的找到了。

• “并不是每个人都需要种植自己的粮食，也不是每个人都需要做自己穿的衣服，我们说着别人发明的语言，使用别人发明的数学...我们一直在使用别人的成果。使用人类的已有经验和知识来进行发明创造是一件很了不起的事情。”

带着责任感生活，尝试为这个世界带来点有意义的事情，为更高尚的事情做点贡献。这样你会发现生活更加有意义，生命不再枯燥。需要我们去做的事情很多。告诉其他人你的计划，不要鼓吹，也不要自以为是，更不能盲目狂热，那样只会把人们吓跑，当然，你也不要害怕成为榜样，要抓住出头的机会让人们知道你的所作所为。

• “佛教中有一句话：初学者的心态；拥有初学者的心态是件了不起的事情。”

不要迷惑于表象而要洞察事务的本质，初学者的心态是行动派的禅宗。所谓初学者的心态是指，不要无端猜测、不要期望、不要武断也不要偏见。初学者的心态正如一个新生儿面对这个世界一样，永远充满好奇、求知欲、赞叹。

• “我们认为看电视的时候，人的大脑基本停止工作，打开电脑的时候，大脑才开始运转。”

过去十年中，大量的理论研究表明，电视对人的精神和心智是有害的。大多数电视观众都知道这个坏习惯会浪费时间并且使大脑变得迟钝，但是他们还是选择呆在电视机前面。关掉电视吧，给自己省点脑细胞。还有，电脑也会让你的大脑秀逗，不信的话你去跟那些一天花8小时玩第一视角设计游戏、汽车拉力游戏、角色扮演游戏的人聊聊看，你也会得出这个结论的。

• “我是我所知唯一一个在一年中失去2.5亿美元的人...这对我的成长很有帮助。”

范错误不等于错误。从来没有哪个成功的人没有失败过或者犯过错误，相反，成功的人都是犯了错误之后，做出改正，然后下次就不会再错了，他们把错误当成一个警告而不是万劫不复的失败。从不犯错意味着从来没有真正活过。

• “我愿意把我所有的科技去换取和苏格拉底相处的一个下午。”

十几年来，世界各地的书店里涌现出海量的关于历史人物的书籍。这些人物包括苏格拉底、达芬奇、哥白尼、达尔文以及爱因斯坦成为人们灵感的灯塔，而苏格拉底排在第一位。西塞罗评价苏格拉底说：“他把哲学从高山仰止高高在上的学科变得与人休戚相关。”把苏格拉底的原则运用到你的生活、工作、学习以及人及关系上吧，这不是关于苏格拉底，这是关于你自己，以及关于你如何给你每天的生活带来更多的真善美。

• “活着就是为了改变世界，难道还有其他原因吗？”

你是否知道在你的生命中，有什么使命是一定要达成的？你知不知道在你喝一杯咖啡或者做些无意义事情的时候，这些使命又蒙上了一层灰尘？我们生来就随身带着一件东西，这件东西指示着我们的渴望、兴趣、热情以及好奇心，这就是使命。你不需要任何权威来评断你的使命，没有任何老板、老师、父母、牧师以及任何权威可以帮你来决定。你需要靠你自己来寻找这个独特的使命。

• “你的时间有限，所以不要为别人而活。不要被教条所限，不要活在别人的观念里。不要让别人的意见左右自己内心的声音。最重要的是，勇敢的去追随自己的心灵和直觉，只有自己的心灵和直觉才知道你自己的真实想法，其他一切都是次要。”

你是否已经厌倦了为别人而活？不要犹豫，这是你的生活，你拥有绝对的自主权来决定如何生活，不要被其他人的所作所为所束缚。给自己一个培养自己创造力的机会，不要害怕，不要担心。过自己选择的生活，做自己的老板！

以上每句话，刚开始也许很难真正渗透入你的生活，但是如果你慢慢吸收这些教训，每次领悟一句话，慢慢的你将会发现一个全新的自我。不要踌躇不前，试试看。

其实除了我哥还有应，估计没有什么人知道我这个月，或者说这个两个多月过得多down了（- - .. 我没心思跟你们开玩笑）。没人知道。家里赔了太多钱，爸妈一回家就在看股票，他们睡觉睡不着吃饭吃到一半能突然吵起来。那段时间复习考试其实根本很难看得进去，但是其实还好有时候你会跟我说几句话。再后来考完了我按计划要开始背单词了，学期末也到了，韩开始找我忙班级的事情，爸妈也因为我考完了更不再避讳什么，家里更乱了。这时候你又跟我分手了。 

前几天去什么AIC人家要我去上课，我不去，爸爸回家偷偷跟妈妈说我大了，觉得对不起我，说我是唯一一个盯着人家问怎么申请奖学金的。去HSYLC其实钱也不多才2300，还申请助学金，应说我何必那么扣，我苦笑.. 甚至连和妈妈找中介都有点觉得是穷，当然这的确是不需要就是，不过有那感觉。何必。我和妈妈说，不要太担心我了，我在网上找了很多的奖学金的信息，我相信将来凭自己的能力能行的，大不了还有无息助学贷款呢。我和妈妈说，你只要帮我付了第一年的钱，将来我就靠自己，我就想锻炼一下。妈妈立刻就讲我，说怎么可能让我没钱，说钱我不用担心。但是我真的不想妈妈操太多心，小姨说我妈已经有点神经质了。不管怎么说我以后绝对不会让她给我钱。

这个月过的实在过于down了。的确，还是不太容易真放下你。最近好点了吧。觉得也蛮好，其实什么都不用说，其实什么都没太变，呵呵。不过写essay还是郁闷，找不到人改。现在把背单词放下了，坚持了一星期的某SAT书放下了..每天除了玩就是看世界史。

暑假已经过了1/4了，除去SAT课，找点field work还有HSYLC，改essay还有复习SAT的时间不多了。要开始抓紧了。保佑我A level能如愿拿全A。保佑我SAT能考到2000，按时报上EA/ED。其实回顾这两年我已经把所有的准备都做好了，剩下来该做的事情其实不多。要好好做掉它们。

最喜欢Eminem的lose yourself的bridge结束：

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo

And I'd like the whole world to know, Joe as I am, can be defeated by no men, never and ever ... And it is now, the right time to shine.

My kingdom comes ...

贵州瓮安6.28事件的几点真相

这两天很怪，很多朋友不约而同的给我发了贵州事件的链接，可以说是一边被封杀，一边有被刷新。总的看了有几个事情是真的：

1:上万人冲击pol.ice是有的，因为图片上有很多人，并且有很多穿红色衣服的，（估计是学生的校服）
2:打砸抢是有的，火势很大，可能是预谋的。
3:本身的事情不大，gov处理的不好，所以属于突发事件，真正原因不清楚，但是能组织上万人在同一时间冲击gov（即便是请愿），肯定是有预谋的 ，不是自发的。
4:在网络上传播很快，有组织的传播。
6:肯定的是有个武警少将专门去贵州了。这种情况不多，事情可见复杂了，
7:当地gov有不可推卸的责任（太弱智了，没有重视处理的太武断之嫌），或者是民风彪悍，总之，后面的事情，不少！

今天上来看到很多人骂我，我想再补充几句，一个人的死，是很重要，我并没有漠视生命的价值，但是，如果一个人死了，引发更多的人，无辜的人，为了一家人的得失，造成更大的社会混乱和麻烦，我觉得后者是大事。

通过汶川地震，我们发觉，gov的态度和以往有不同，对待重大事件的处理和安排，就拿湖北莺莺案来说，前后对该地区的干部整顿，是雷厉风行的。先后拿下30多个干部。所以应了那句老话：不是不报，时候未到。

今天是写了文章的第2天，我看到有很多骂我，我觉得很委屈，因为每个人都有发表自己观点的权利，至少，我还是光明正大的说出我的想法，比下面那些躲在暗地里骂我的人好些，顺便说一句，如果让十万人为我鸣冤，或者是用武力对抗gov的态度了断自家恩怨，这不是我接受的教育，我从小的教育是国家的利益，集体利益高于一切 。虽然现在很少讲这个了。

很感谢有个帖子，如下内容，这个是真相：

冒着被天下网客漫骂的危险,我也来发表所知道这件事的真相.瓮安“6.28”事件的真象瓮安“6.28”事件令人发指，建国以来,没有哪个地方出现烧党委办公楼和gov办公楼，这次事件直接将瓮安近年来经济发展的成果抹杀和将今后经济发展蓝图扼杀在摇篮中，极大地影响了瓮安的形象，使瓮安形象、瓮安人形象在世人眼中一落千丈。为让人世了解瓮安“6.28”事情的真象，以告慰死者和死者家属，还gov公道，我将我所知道的一切真象公诸于众。（我将对我所说的负一切法律负责）我是瓮安人，并且是死者家乡的人，我是知道这件事情始末的人。包括官方的材料、以及民间的甚至是一些别有用心的人的所有情况。　　6月21日下午6点过多，瓮安三中初二女学生李树芬（死者）的好友王娇约李玩，王娇就与自己的男朋友刘言超（瓮安某装潢部学徒）联系，刘说现在与几个朋友一起吃饭，问她二位要去吃饭不，李、王二人已吃饭，但也答应去他们吃饭处玩。刘的好友陈光权也在一起吃饭、喝酒，李、王到后也参与一起喝酒，并且李树芬喝的酒比王娇多。饭后，李树芬、王娇、刘言超、陈光权四人相约到县城的西门河边去玩。从瓮安一中后的河道处一直往下游步行，约当晚12点左右，到西门河大堰桥处，因陈光权有醉酒现象，就说不想走了，想休息一下，于是四人在桥上坐起吹牛，王娇与陈光权离李树芬约7米左右，李树芬在桥礅上坐着和刘言超摆龙门阵。在摆龙门阵的过程中，李树芬对刘言超说：“我想从这里跳下去，如果死了就算了，不死的话我就好好地活下去。”刘言超以为她在开玩笑，还说“你跳河，大得意哦！”不以为然，只是随意劝说了一下。过后几分钟，陈光权对大家说想回去休息了，说着就起身走了。这个时候，刘言超还在桥上做起了俯卧撑，两分钟后，刘言超突然听到“扑通”一声，定睛看去，李淑芬没在桥礅上了，就喊“李树芬跳河了”，于是刘言超立即也跟着跳了下去救李树芬，在桥上的王娇就急忙喊陈光权赶紧救人。由于刘言超救人心切，脱下衣服没有脱裤子就下水（还好也没脱，要不然更说不清了），衣裤湿水后不能游泳，等紧跟着来的陈光权跳到河里时，河水已经把李淑芬冲得没了踪影，刘言超也在大声呼救，情急之下，只救起了刘言超，并报了警。　　经法医尸检鉴定，李树芬全身无扭打、挣扎伤痕，生前无性行为，排除了强奸杀人的可能，仅在左脸上发现一道伤痕，但不能致命，致命原因是溺水窒息而死，随后了征求李树芬父母同意不作解剖。当时就将鉴定结果以及pol.ice裁决书交与了李树芬的父母，其父母当场并无表示疑义。然而在其他亲属的怂恿下，要求要将王娇、刘言超、陈光权定罪，并对三人进行人身限制。因为没有事实依据，pol.ice人员拒绝了他们的要求。　　6月25日早10点，县pol.ice局刑警唐某请李树芬幺叔李秀中（瓮安玉华中学教师）到pol.ice局3楼刑侦队了解情况，当民警和李秀中在二楼处时，因唐某要印一份资料，叫李秀中老师到三楼等他。当李秀中教师走到三楼时，看到一间办公室开着，就走进去，当时刑侦队干警张某正在问另一人的笔录，见其到办公室，问道：“请问你有什么事？”李答道：“没事就不能进来耍不是呀。”张某说：“我在问笔录，没事情的就请你出去。”李说：“我看你们pol.ice的不得了，动不动就吼人。”张某见此情况，就将其推出办公室，李就不让推，俩人就耗上了，不知怎么，张某一不小心就将李秀中推撞在沙发上，将其撞痛了，于是他就大喊：“pol.ice打人了，救命啊。”尾随其后的李妻和一位妇女，立时脱下脚上高跟鞋，冲进办公室，将干警张某围住痛打一顿，张某被当场打伤。后在教育局领导的陪同下，并将全部问话过程进行了摄相，李秀中承认他同家人到pol.ice局打人的经过。（有其亲笔签名的口供及录象为证）6月25日下午4点半，李秀中结束问话后，来到pol.ice局门口，被社会上的不明身份的人打伤（经李秀中和家人指证，有口供和录象为证）。住进瓮安县医院，诊断为轻微脑震荡，县pol.ice局对此立即进行了立案调查。在此期间，为尊重死者和死者家属的意见，县、乡工作组多次给李树芬家属做善后处理工作，同时也给王、刘、陈三家做工作：虽然李树芬是溺水死亡，但王、刘、陈三人也应出于人道主义，应出点钱来安葬死者，这得到双方的认可，死者家属同意在6月28日签订协议后进行安葬死者。但到6月28日早上8时,死者属代言人刘金学说,我已不能代表李树芬的父母了,这个事我再作不了主了。在当日下午4时，部分不明真相的学生和群众（约200人）到街上举行游行示威，为死者和被社会上不明身份打的老师讨个公道，借此扩大影响。先到县gov大楼处请愿，因是周末，只有值班人员在，不能作出答复，只有请示领导。游行示威队伍在值班人员电话请示时，就立刻转到县pol.ice局进行请愿。游行队伍这一善意的举动，殊不知被一些别有用心的不法份子所利用，迅速召集了近万人，准备了石头、砖头、汽油，冲到pol.ice大楼，将停放的pol.ice车辆全部砸烂、烧毁，并将一辆汽车抬到办公大厅，点燃汽油倒在车上燃烧了pol.ice大楼一楼，紧及着又点火焚烧了停放在pol.ice局大楼门口的汽车，砸坏了门窗、电脑，烧毁办公室资料。唯恐天下不乱的家伙如杀红了眼的恶魔见到pol.ice人员就打、见到警车就烧、见到办公室就砸，凡是停放在 pol.ice局、县gov门口的小车无一幸免，无人敢说，无人敢劝。晚上10点左右，这帮无法无天的++分子趁乱攻击了瓮安县gov大楼、县委车库，将所有车辆全部砸烂，又火烧gov大楼的几间办公室，后竟然将县委办公楼放火焚烧。至此，一场冲击、打、砸、烧、抢国家执法机构、国家gov机关的 “6.28”事件发生了。以上是这次事件的前后经过，我想说几点个人看法：

一、网上出现一些不明真象的帖子，是别有用心的人安排的，请大家别相互转载。
二、到目前为止，网上已出现10余个版本，将人物和事情改得面目全非。据网称，刘言超、陈光权是pol.ice家属，所以pol.ice没有全面进行尸检（后又改口为瓮安副县长的儿子，截止今天早晨，已经说成省pol.ice厅长的儿子）。实事上，经黔南州pol.ice局、贵州省pol.ice厅鉴定，与第一次鉴定结果完全吻合，完全排除其所说徇私舞弊的可能，而且经调查了解，刘言超、陈光权只是瓮安乡下农民家孩子，家庭困难，现在某装潢店做学徒，事实与网上编造所说不相符合。
三、网上有人称，死者是被轮奸并抛尸河中，经三次法医鉴定，死者生前无性行为，何来轮奸一说？
四、照一些别有用心的人的说法，pol.ice武警对群众大打出手，截止6月29日23点，全县各医院没有收到一个被打伤的群众，只接受了三十多名被打成重伤的干警入院，以及为轻伤的一百多名干警包扎和处理伤口。大家可以在网络上看到所发照片，并没有看见有pol.ice或武警对肇事人员镇压的场面。
五、网上称死者的幺叔李秀中重伤，并于6月28日下午4时医治无效死亡，这是弥天大谎，他现在因为事情闹大了，不再在县医院住院，现去向不明。　　
六、如果只是对pol.ice处理此事不满，为何将县委、gov、财政局、民政局等办公大楼一起烧毁，并砸烧地下停车场和其他私人车辆？　　
七、相信大家都有看到网络上发布的照片，照片的清晰度很高，不可能是手机能达到的效果；所取角度也很好，是在高处取景。试问，如果是突发事件，怎么可能做好这些相关工作？而且事发地点是在县城中心，怎么可能有如此多的石头和砖头？并准备好汽油和管制刀具？同时，雍阳、平定营、银盏三乡镇的应急民兵分队在文峰路上就被一伙人用长刀大棍打跑。再部，大家要网上也没有看到有瓮安或武警打人的图片。这一切都证明，这是一起有组织、有预谋的暴动。　　
八、这次事件与西藏3.14事件有极为相似，都是煽动不明真相的群众聚众进行“打、砸、烧、抢”等行为，以死者李树芬家的能力，决不可能想出这等方式，造成如此声势。
九、网上发布了死者家属的联系人谢新发，并且还留下了联系电话。谢新发，又叫谢青发，是瓮安县玉华乡岩根河田坝村民组村民，是死者干爹。他在2007年伙同他人组织田坝村民破坏爱思开公司、县磷化公司等企业正常生产，并在省地质队到该组勘探时敲诈了5万元。同年4月29日伙同他人组织田坝村民冲击县 pol.ice局，被当场抓获12人，其中6人被判刑，他扰幸逃脱，他因此不满pol.ice局和县gov，他一直在组织人上告瓮安pol.ice局和 gov。如今，不排除他以此为导火绳，利用人们的同情心来导演这场有史以来的暴动。
十、在我们经历百年一遇凝冻灾害时，是党委和gov让我们渡过了难关，让我们在冰雪之中感受到党的温暖，我们不能忘恩负义。人，要记住：滴水之恩，要涌泉相报。这种时候，我们不要被他人利用我们的善良。以上是我亲自经历的事实，如有反对者，请你提出你可以提供的证据进行支撑，不要道听途说，混淆视听，让别有用心者有机可趁。和谐社会需要正义。

爱情和友情的不同，在于如果两个人发生了矛盾，或者当你突然觉得对方没有像你想的那样爱你，就感到迷失，焦躁，烦闷。对于朋友，你绝对不会担心这种情况，应为情况总是会好转，你不会觉得那一秒你非要她不可，你不会觉得她就一定要像你想的那样。虽然情人间，发生了小的不愉快，也会好转的，但是往往人们就是特别在乎对方，在乎那一秒她的反应，莫名其妙的可能会将问题弄大，然后两个人就分手，然后两个人就不理对方，互相觉得就是对方的错，不是自己无情，是对方无义。错过就是这样错过的。

我还是会错过，会错过你吗？
我太爱你，太在乎你..但是我要学会控制自己了。
觉得自从认识你，我变得太多了。虽然我知道有时候为对方改变可能还是不好的..但是有时候真的就不知不觉变成这样。
我还有理想，有我曾经想去的大学，有我梦想的事业，有梦想的人生计划，研究物理，哲学，去环游世界，感受文化，去关心社会底层的人，为我的国家做事，从政.. 也许我从来就没有给自己的人生计划中给一个“她”留过位置，从来没想过结婚，或者家庭。
总是幻想自己活着很轻松。但是我做不到。原来觉得认识你，我能活得更轻松，但我做不到，我能做的就是不断地想你。我已经不是我了。这样很不好吧..

觉得你比我成功。也许你真的很爱我，但是你更理智一点吧，起码不像我那么浮躁。每次看到你都是镇定的样子。我呢，我一个男人，我真他妈不上路子阿，我为什么不能稳定一点，像个男人。 为什么自从认识你，我就变得毫无主见。 像K那样的男人真的很失败，我不能像他。 我想你也希望我能稳定一下吧，如果我们将来还能在一起，我起码要能帮你应付你不能解决的问题，就算你不需要我，我也要默默支持你，对吧。

好了。今天其实真的很在乎你的反应。也许你都不知道是什么事吧.. 不说了，我要回到以前的样子了。
我爱你.